New Happenings

Hello everyone... No I haven't fallen off the face of the earth yet. Though I am trying to find my place on it. ALONE for the first time in my life as a semi-balanced human being.

Not sure how much anyone knows of my background, but here goes a small re-cap.

About three and half yrs ago I was a miserably sad, lonely female, who did dangerous things with her body. I met men off line at my house, with out letting anyone know what I was doing (no safe calls), some of these men were supposedly BDSM Masters, who wanted to show me what being a sub was all about. I chatted for hours/sometimes all night on line with people because I couldn't sleep. I was a compulsive gambler as well, living in Vegas this isn't a good thing to have happen. Until I met a couple who actually were a practicing TPE (Total Power Exchange) couple. I started coming over to their home and eventually became their "House servant". After I quit smoking, a demand on their part, I moved in.

I started taking care of me, since I was someone else's property. I had my girl problems taken care of(can read about that one here), I found out I was Bi-Polar, and started taking Meds, and going to counseling. This situation as a BDSM didn't last long, but I became their roommate, then their friend, Family, and lastly a Nanny for the kids... This family has had the last three years of my life, and I have gained much for it.

I also would never have become a Cam host, or Model if it were for them either. I have gained confidence in who I am, and a desire to boost the moral of other BBW's to be proud of who they are.

My family has moved on, and out of state. I am now on my own again, healthier; gonna see if I can fly. I am staying with some friends who have kindly put me up in their home while I get back on my feet. I am hunting for a part time job, the first mainstream job in 2 yrs for me. I will also be getting back on Cams, as well as building my own Pay site. It is partially up now. You can view it and give me feed back if you like.

Just thought I would share the Happenings of My Life... It has been a very Emotional two months. This month will still be difficult, but I am working on finding my groove. Bare with me, I think of you all very much.

Ciao Bella,
BSG

An Update On What Me...

Hey everyone. By now most know, or have heard by rumor that my Southern Charms site is no longer up. Yes that is true. Due to things going on in my life, shooting has been hard to find time to do, and/or motivation to do so. Lots of excuses I can use or say. Anyways, it is my fault anyway I look at it.

SO what is gonna happen now? I am not quite sure. I enjoyed taking pictures when I wasn't stress or depressed, and life wasn't mental out of control for me. I am hoping once Bella gets moved with her family out of state, and I get settled across town. That I will be able to find a balance again with my medication, (might need to add some meditations too) and start focusing on me. Part of that being, a new website of my own. Meaning shooting lots of content, and getting help with building my Domain. Or building the content up and finding a new home on another multi-girl site.

Either way I go, I need to get moved, settled, and working on cams again. As well as loads of content built up again, so I am never without; for any future mental break downs. I know us "crazy people, never know what we will do..." LOL

So that is what is "Going on with BSG". I am still planing on Modeling. I just need to get my head together.

You can still find me on MaXXXimumBBW.com

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Check out my Domain Page For my other links

Ciao Bella
~BSG